I won something

I'm so excited I got an email from Jessica Galbreth today to tell me I won a giveaway for one of her Leather bound art books... I dont win things too often, last thing I won was a 100 dollar shopping spree on holyclothing.com... I love her artwork and I am so excited to get this book... Happy Yule to all...

More Snow....

Just when we get rid of most of the snow we had, we get dumped with fresh stuff.... And we are suppose to have a bad storm coming thru the area... I've been looking out the window and it has been coming down all morning, its cold and bitter outside... I cant even see the hills across the way... And my mother went out this morning and borrowed my car... Not sure where she had to go but I got a call about 15 min ago that she put my car in a ditch on its side... She says its ok and I did ask if she was ok and she is just shook up... I am pissed off, she should have known better than to go out in this weather... And I know if the shoe was on the other foot she would be screaming at me... Not sure how she is getting up the hill, might have one of the plow guys in town bring her up... After they pull my car out... If there is any damage I hope she will at least offer to pay for it, depending on how it is would depend on if i took her money... Do I sound bitchy? I think I am just mad that it was my car... Happy friday...

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Changed my mind....

Ok, I started off moving all my jewelry stuff to my computer cabnit since I could lock it up and keep the girls out of it... I put up hooks for wire and moved things around... Well it didnt last... As much as I wanted to use the area I liked the area in the bedroom better plus its in front of a window so i can look outside while I work... We'll see how it goes, so far so good and I put a throw over the cases so they are out of the girls view... Not sure how long that will last, but I can hope cant I?lol

OMG

I was folding laundry and came out to this....

found it....

on our honeymoon in salem i found an amber ring there... i wore it all the time... back in 2005 i lost it... i couldnt remember last time i saw it... i was heartbroken... it took me so long to find an amber ring i liked and then i loose it... well tonight i was switching bags to a messanger bag and put my hand in the pocket and there it was... 5 min before i was thinking about the ring and now here it is... i am so happy... lol silly but i am happy..

I hurt...

I had a nerve block today and oh my goddess am I in pain... Even to look down it hurts... I was almost in tears getting the injections... I hope it gets better fast and I am not in pain for a few days... I am also hoping I didnt hurt my back all ready by just looking down... I am so tired and cant fall asleep, I hope I can sleep tonight...

Weekend over

Not sure where it went... Got here and now its gone... Didnt do too much this weekend I had a photography gig today... Was an award ceremony... They had it in a church, crappy lighting... I am hoping he is happy with the pictures... Was cool to see pictures from all the games I was at this summer... Some were even on the awards given out... So it was nice, also nice to hear the people comment on them while they watched the slideshow...

By the time I got home though my mood was just blah... I couldnt find my card reader, things werent running right and other things happened and I was just in such a black depressed mood... I think its lifting finally, I hate feeling like that, like your sinking into the blackness... I just wanted to cry and couldnt ... I've been feeling very down on my self... Not sure where its coming from either... Hubby always tells me what a great wife and mom I am and I tell him I dont feel like I am... I wish I could figure out what brings this out I think maybe I am just too hard on myself... I just wanna be a good wife, mom, friend, person.... I know this swing started when I was looking at some reunion pics that i didnt go to but I saw a pic of a person I am not sure why I even called her a friend... I've had people in my life that have treated me like crap or where I have had to do all the work in the friendship, calling, making plans, etc... People that werent the greatest friends but I accepted them for who they were but it never was the same way back... If I did one thing out of place boy did I hear it... And I took it.. I havent spoken to one friend A in years and I am sure if i were to speak to her it would be all my fault... Last time I talked to her she was mean and nasty to me and I took it I even invited her to my wedding and she couldnt come... I decided that was the last time I would be hurt by her... Havent heard from her since... I just had my 5 year wedding anniversary... The other person J, not sure why I even tried to be her friend I think I was just someone to either introduce her to new people or as a last resort... But for the life of me I tried my hardest to have these people like me and I dont know why... They never accepted me for who I was... When I didnt feel good they would make fun of me... Years later I was diagnosed with migraines... Guess it wasnt all in my head... When they hurt I went running to make it all better... But it was never returned but maybe once by A.... How many times did I go running to her when her mother cut a new hole in her... I would just have to hear her cry into the phone and i knew what was up and I would tell her i'm on my way... I guess thats why I dont make friends easily now... I want people in my life that want me in theirs... And those are hard to find... My stepdad always said you are a lucky person if you have one good friend to go thru life with...

Movies

Hubby brought home Iron Man and all I can say is WOW... Loved it... Better than spiderman and the other super hero movies... And robert downey Yummy... He just gets better looking with age...

Not myself....

I havent felt right since yesturday.... I feel off and not sure why... Part is probably my period coming, my emotions have been so out of wack and today was even worse... I cant deal with anything, even the dog chasing the cat has had me almost in tears... My mom got on my nerves that when I went into the house I slammed my door and screamed at it... I just feel wrong... I am hoping its pms but who knows...

My foot is still bothering me... I rewacked my foot on the gate and it still hurts... The toe doesnt look right I think... My brother called me today to tell me he and his wife are expecting... I tried to sound happy I think I pulled it off... My brother and his wife are the last two people to be having a child together... Their relationship sucks most days... They fight all the time, they dont trust one another and I am wondering if they think having a kid will fix all that is wrong between them... Also my brother doesnt know I know about how he thinks his wife is cheating on him... So that raises the question on whether its his or not... He said his doc put him on some meds to help increase his sperm count... But still makes me wonder if its his... I gues SIL was meeting men for lunch while at school and having online sex... Nice enviorment to bring a kid into...

Oh well I am going to go hide in bed for a bit...

It's Friday wooo hooo, lol

Not that it was a great day... My girls have their days and nights mixed up so all week they have been up all night and sleeping in the day and I have been on the same sleep sched... Today thought I had a pain management appointment so I had to be up early... I think I got maybe two hours sleep? I got a massage before the adjustment which is nice... One of these days will have to save up for a full hour... Then it was on to the adjustment... I was out of wack and I am due for a few nerve blocks next month....

In other news I was coming out of the living room and the dog was in my way and I tripped and banged my middle toe on my left foot... I think I broke it... It hurts so bad, its swollen and the toe and part down my foot is all black and blue... From what Ive been told not much that can be done for it so I have it taped to the toe next to it, which seems to be helping with the pain a bit... Kinda sucks, cant do much walking for awhile... I was hoping to go to the park or something over the weekend but thats not going to happen...

Otherwise nothing much going on, been working on a few things but not sure if I like them or not so might pull it apart... Not sure yet...

Oh well going to get going, need to get a fresh ice pack... Have a happy weekend....

The past

Ive been updating my reunion.com profile and I put a then and now pic up so I thought I would share my high school yearbook photo... The time was 1988 and this is what I looked like lol...