Getting there....

Getting things together for this weekend... Tomorrow I will take my dress up... I have my hair appointment set... I just have to come up with a schedual for saturday morning with all that needs to be done... If i dont come up with a plan to try and follow i know i will have a major headache by the time the wedding starts... I cant beleive C's friends, normally dont your friends do your parties for you and plan them and pay for them etc... I think she paid for every little thing she wanted... And one of her friends who did bring booze to the batchlorette party not only took her stuff at the end when she left she took what others brought as gifts... I have not met any of these people yet... No one called me to let me know what time the party was, who's name the room was under etc... Just like the bridal shower no one called to let me know anything that was going on with that till last minute... And i think it was C's that let me know what was going on since her friends couldnt call me... I am just not looking foward to meeting these people... We shall see what the rehearsal dinner brings... I think they put out way too much money for this wedding, money they didnt have... My brother was like how much did you pay for your rehearsal i had to remind him i did not have one and if i did he would have been there since he gave me away... just didnt see a point in it... I just hope it all goes well, the day of, but i have a bad feeling, please goddess let me be wrong...

Havent talked to my sister in awhile, mom did tell me though that her hubby finally moved out, canceled the insurance on the car, took the plates and threw a cell phone at her when he left... my mom then says to me "i cant believe he did that" i was like what surprised you about his behavoir? The bastard wasnt giving her money to feed his kids, my sister had to go to food pantrys, and such to get stuff to feed her and the kids... He had the nerve to tell her to ask my mom for money... I just pray she has finally learned and goes through with the divorce... She just keeps taking the idiot back... Not that she is any prize but maybe if she gets away from him, gets her act together and finds a decent guy maybe she can change... She just needs to get away from the low lifes she associates with including her husband... I want to put an ad in a paper... Need someone to treat you like shit, cheat on you, throw you and your kids out when they are 6 months old and move their new gf in 1 hr later, someone who wont pay the bills, feed you or your kids, play head games with you and totally fuck your head up then call this guy... I cant stand him can ya tell... But i cant totally feel sorry for my sis, she keeps going back... She thinks she needs him to have a wonderful family... Not really sure where she thinks any part of her life with him has been so wonderful... She has always been a drama queen though...

I leave you with this pic i took the other day of my little family... Arent they all so cute...