She is fine...

We saw the specialist, they did an ekg and and echo and they both are fine... The doc said she can be a cheerleader, baseball player anything she wants, and her heart is healthy... He said it has to do with the growing body, she is small so things are kinda compact... She will outgrow it in her teens... She did wonderful thru the tests, so off to walmart to get her something for her good job... She got a new barbie... I cant tell you how many she has right now... LOL At least all my hard work on dressing them the other day she hasnt undone... I am happy to report no naked barbies... She does love her mermaid barbie for bath time... Its cute... Well I am going to go relax... Hugs to all

Happy Valentines day

I didnt have any money to go to the store and get hubby a card and I am not brave enough to go to the store and go down the VD isle... So I did the next best thing.. I made hubby a card, i printed off some artwork, made my own pages and I put some mushy words in it, the words to our wedding song and some words to a few other love songs in it... Heres a pic, I think it came out pretty good...

Horrible

What is the the world coming too, when a man in a wheelchair is dumped on the floor by a police officer... And the higher ups knew nothing about it till shown their own security camera... I hope he sues the ass off this department, they deserve it...

Specialist

Well the PA called a little while ago... The Doc doesnt remember sending us to a specialist, I said it was in the hospital we never were sent to anyone... So we have an appointment on friday to see a specialist in pediatric cardiology who is only in the area once a month... He is normally in the buffalo area, looks like he is part of childrens hospital... So even though I have been told its normal, I will be a bit wonky till after the appointment... But at least we dont have to wait till next month to see someone... Hubby already put in for the day off... Just wondering if should see if his sister would be home to maybe watch emma? So this way can devote the time to rhianna , not sure what they are going to have to do for/to her... Hmmm, will think on it... Going to snuggle up to my babies...

Three year wellness visit

This was for Rhi, everything was going good until the PA asked me if she had a heart murmur ... I told her she had one when she was born and they told me it was closing up and by the time we left i think it was gone or it was gone by her one week visit... Now three years later someone is hearing it... ? Is this something to worry about, she said it sounded like a normal murmur but why in three years has no one heard anything and there is no notes in her visits in the last three years of the regular doctor hearing it... So now I will be a bit stressed until I hear from her tomorrow after she talks to the regular doctor... And then who knows what my stress level will be like... I am a worry wort... Plus I am a bit annoyed I think that this wasnt caught sooner... But I will wait to see what is found out....

happy birthday

My little Rhianna turned three yesturday...

TV

Nothing on to watch... I hate when there is nothing on tv to watch... Hubby put on one of the hdtv stations to ask WHY? It was a concert for amy winehouse...I told him I dont know why, I think she sucks too... And changed the channel...

Rambles

Lets see.... After the ice storm it got warm and it all went away till yesterday, it came back... Hubby said the ride to work wasnt too bad, good areas and bad...

In family news, they are trying to drive me nuts I swear... My brother is on my shit list, what else is new... lets see his wifes boss is getting a divorce and cant stand to live with his mom so she mentions it to my mom and asks if he can live there for a few MONTHS, not weeks MONTHS... He will be paying some sort of rent... My mom is a place for strays, animals and human... I was so pissed off when i found this out and I think my sil has something going on with this guy, just a feeling both hubby and I get... I mentioned this to my brother that i wasnt happy with this and he needs to knock it off, he then blames his wife... I swear my brother had his nuts removed when he got married... He said he didnt care for this person didnt really trust him and now he is living in my moms house with my brother and sil... WTF And remember awhile back me mentioning my brother not willing to put my mom on his cell phone plan? Recap, mom wanted a cell phone for emergencys, asked brother he and his gf now wife said no... He goes and puts her one son who is under 10 on the cell plan, she doesnt have custody of her kids her mom does... Her mom lets her son borrow the phone and he runs up a couple of hundred dollars that i think they had to pay cause they couldnt get the money out of him... So the phone gets taken away... Now sil cousin needs a cell phone and they put her on the plan... WTF What about your own mother... I am sure her cousin will fuck her over and run a nice bill up and I will just laugh when it happens... I havent seen my brother or sil to tell them what i think of this one... My mom was nice enough to get me and hubby a cell contract cause our credit sucks and I didnt think twice about it I put my mom on our plan and WE pay her 20.00 bill every month... (lets not forget I do nothing for my mom)... My mom car wasnt starting either, and she asked me if she could borrow it, I gave her the keys the night before so she could just come over and take it... She doesnt want to ask my brother he always gives her a hard time... Hell she needed matches for something and he was being cheap about it couldnt spare the 5 bucks for the box... And I dont ask my mom for gas money when i take her someplace or have her put gas in my car... My brother would have his hand out if it was his car but he would not reach in his pocket if it was moms car... He bitches about living there and I told him the other day move out, you could have lived on your own for some time but you had to buy a 17,000.00 car... Nice to know where your prioritys are... You moved back in with mom so you could get your fancy little car, and not pay rent or anything cheap MF... Can ya tell he is a sore spot with me...

Ok something funny now... We have nights where hubby has to sleep on the couch is usually when the kids are sick or sleep schedule is off... That was this week, emma was running a fever again, more teeth coming in... And Rhi is a night owl again... Hubby was trying to sleep in our room I left the room for something... Rhi comes in the room and cant just climb into bed its over hubby she climbs... so he has her climbing over him to get to my side... Then emma comes into the room with a tube in her mouth that makes noises and right in hubbys face, doo doo doo doo... hubby comes in laughing i cant sleep in our room he is laughing, thank the goddess... I had a good chuckle about it myself... Kids are funny....

Funny

This was too funny I'm F*cking Matt

Ice, Ice and more Ice....!

We are getting nailed with a crappy storm... Hubby had to go out early this morning and glad he came back when he did, he said the roads were crap... With that i went to call my moms, no one is home... Call the cell no answer and finally got my brother on his cell... She had a doc appointment and left there at 20 to 12, it was now almost one when I got this news... So where the hell is she... No clue... Finally I thought I heard something and I opened the bedroom window to hear a car skidding and tires spinning then my cell rings, its my mom, she is 300 feet from the top and cant get the rest of the way up can hubby come get her... i told her i will send him and see what he can do but his car will not make it since when he came home it took him two tries to get up the hill at this time there was no way he was getting up... I just looked out the window and see hub and mom, he is walking her up which it sucks cause she has been sick and she cant breath good as it is... Nothing as good as having a lung issuse with asthma, copd and what ever eles oh and she smokes on top of this... Cant get the woman to quit... I am a bit pissed off at her for even going out, she knew the weather was shitty why did she not turn around and come home and where the hell has she been all this time hubby had a shopping bag on his arm... She doesnt want to be treated like a child but sometimes she really acts like one...

And just so you can get an idea of what it looks like out there I will post a pic I took from my bedroom window... I can hear the ice cracking on the branches as the trees sway... I pray we dont loose power that would really suck since everything is electric...

Sounding better

Talked to my mom today she wasnt feeling well on monday she was getting sick and she looked a little pale when i saw her... My sil took her to the er later that night... They didnt do much there other than making them wait hours... She had a virus, needed to run its course, drink plenty of fluids and take advil for the 102 fever she had... I think they should have hooked an iv up for fluids since she was throwing up all day... But they didnt... Talked to my brother the next day when he brought over my mail and I gave him tylenol also for my mom... He makes the comment like he can never move out of my moms house cause who would take care of her... Hello, I did it when she needed me... I expect him to do more of it right now cause he is living in the house and pays NOTHING into the house... My sil also thinks that my mom would be left for dead if it wasnt for her, she made some comment at the hospital like what would you do without me to take care of you? My mom cant stand that they live there... She is so unhappy but since they cant afford to pay her to live with her they cant in turn pay someone to live somewhere else... I am hoping my brother brings my mail over today, I have a few things to say... Goddess same story different day...

This breaks my heart....

Some people should not have kids and its becoming more and more... This article on CNN
Just broke my heart... This poor child did not deserve this... If you have any doubts about raising a child then dont get pregnant, and if by chance you do and dont think you can handle it then give it up for adoption , drop it off someplace where it will be safe... If you want children but find yourself angry WALK AWAY... Go in another room till you calm down or call someone for help... I had a few rough nights as a first time parent and i was alone hubby was away on business and Rhi just wouldnt stop crying I had no idea what to do... I started to cry and felt like my head was going to explode... I put her in the middle of the bed and left the room...( before i could even leave the hospital i was made to watch and sign papers that i watched the videos on shaken baby and other baby videos) I cried a bit more, breathed deep and got my head clear... i would never hurt my children but any mother can agree it can get frustrating... But not to hurt an innocent child... When ever I see one of these articles on the news I wanna beat the person that can do sick crap like this... I really hope they are able to find the parents...

TGIF

I am so glad its friday... It means I have hubby home with us for two days... :) Not sure if we are doing anything other than food shopping but its time together and thats what counts... Rhi has found a new show she likes Sam Sam , its cute she gets all excited and dances and tries to sing the song... So I have recorded a few episodes with the dvr... Emma is trying to walk more and I think she is even trying to talk... Rhi's 3rd birthday is coming up soon... Cant believe she is three all ready...

Not much going on in the creative department... Ive redone a few notebook covers but thats about it... I want to try and sit down tonight and make a necklace or two, I got some new shirts and the only thing i think that will go good with them is something that is close to the neck... So we shall see...

Rest of the family is doing good, mom is getting better as the days go by and she is able to do more and more... Not sure if i mentioned that an old friend from high school found me... I am thinking of calling her this weekend to actually talk to her... Its been about 10 years since i have spoken to her, I think the last time I talked to her was when my stepdad past away... I have a video from my 18th birthday that I havent tried to watch cause it has my stepdad in it and Im afraid i think it will make me cry... We didnt always get along in the begining but that changed later on and I miss him a lot...

Party....

We finally got to have Emma's 1st birthday party today... It was nice... I love having family over and the kids running around the house having fun... We thought Emma would mash her cake up but I dont think she knew what to make of it... Rhi was more than happy to just lean over and lick the cake and show her sister what to do...

I took a nap after everyone left... I was so tired... I havent gotten much sleep the last few days and its catching up with me... Kids have been up early and I think I am getting a cold... Trying hard not too but only time will tell...

So now I am relaxing, drinking a hot cup of coffee, the stuff doesnt keep me awake... And chatting with my pal Joy... I showed her a pic from today of rhi with the babys and then we showed one another what we have been making... She is so talented and if you want to see what she creates stop by her store on etsy GoddessJoy
Here is one of her pieces... Pretty isnt it... Go on and stop by...

Well going to run, and chat a bit more... Hugs to all