Monday, May 14, 2007

Emotional Monday

Not really sure why I am so emotional today but I was... I think its just things that are happening that set me off... It started today with a phone call that the pain management doctor couldnt meet with me today... Now let me explain why this annoyed me so much, one they call me at 8 am to tell me this, when i originally got schedualed for this my appointment was for june 4th, the appointment was set up in april it was like 2 months before they could fit me in... I get a call last week they had an opening on monday at 1... Hubby gets the day off so he can go with me and now he cant go tomorrow... But the funny thing is they can fit me in tomorrow? How is that... Like I said the original appointment was 2 months out, now they can fit me in the next day...? how does that work? My big thing is I have been having issues with my back since I got pregnant with emma, i had problems after rhi but they got better, now its just constant and I dont want to be relying on pain medicine to get thru the day... I wake up every morning in pain, my back has all kinds of issues and then by the end of the day my back really bothers me and it goes into other areas of my body... I hope this pain management thing will help and I hope my attitude will be gone for tomorrows appointment, also in the paper work i got if i miss or reschedual more than three appointments i could be dropped, can I drop the doctor if he keeps reschedualing?

Then i had issues going over the cell phone bill, they are trying to charge me a 75.oo reconnection fee, trying to say that they shut my phones off and turned then back on after i paid the bill, well I have screen shots of the bill saying the lines where active before i paid them, so mom is going to bitch about that, the account is in her name but i pay the bill... She is all gung ho, she loves an arguement...

Mom has done a few things that have gotten to me these last few day and I just wanted to have a meltdown today... Hubby took the kids in the other room and let me have a bit of time to breath...

My mothers day was very nice, hubby made me breakfast, i got a card and the movie music and lyrics, very good movie i love hugh grant... So tonight I am having a hugh grant night, I got music and lyrics, two weeks notice, notting hill, and love actually, I also have micky blue eyes and 9 months but I am just doing those 4... Also on back order are two stackable mothers rings that say i love mom in the side...

So for a bit of sanity I have been making some things and i have pictures to show so below will be the shots i have , One is fullmoon goddess and the other is for the chakra's




1 comment:

Lana said...

Oh, I do hope that you will feel better soon. It's been hectic around here, but it's that time of year. One more month until summer vacation for the kids. Just insanity. Han has end of 5th grade activites (graduation, pool party, etc) Tae has finals soon and stuff like that. I may have a part time job too. Nutty!