The wedding

Well rehearsel and dinner was ok... I dont think there was anyone from candis's family there, thats the bride to be... Her dad I think was home and her mom, candis's two kids and brother were down in GA for a graduation... They were supose to leave that night I think but her mom says the plane had mechanical issues and they were in the airport all night.... blah blah blah Do I believe them, no... I should have gotten the flight number and called like I wanted to... The bad thing is the next day no one from her family was at the wedding, the family stuck in GA was still there, and her father wont go anywhere without the mother... Her family doesnt like my brother and i wouldnt put it past them to just not come... Candis had a drug problem and when she did she lost custody of her kids and her mom has them... Her sons were supose to be in the wedding... Her father who couldnt leave the house didnt come to give his daughter away... I have never met these people but I hate them all ready... I have the moms address and I am thinking of sending a card or something... "welcome to the family" type thing, figure out a way to have it be a welcome card but with the understanding that your a fuck up for not being there... I am giving it a few days because I am still pissed off they did this to her and my brother... I dont give a shit how you feel you put your feelings aside, and if the plane thing is true its your daughters wedding you find a way to be there... Asshats...

Otherwise it was a nice day... Rhianna looks so cute in her dress, I wish I took more pictures but with being in the wedding I just didnt think of it... My brothers friend Matt did all the cooking and the food was really good... It was simple food but it was yummy... And I have to get a recipe from him that he promised me... I am going to send a card to him and his best man steve for being such great friends to my brother... Those three have been friends since they were little kids, they are now in there early thirtys and still friends... Its good stuff to have friends that long... Those are best friends, the ones you have for life that you know are always there for you... Oh well I am tired if I get around to it I will write more later... Hugs to all...

how cute?

More Jewelry

Been playing aroudn some more... I have two pictures to share... One is a bracelet, I call it fullmoon since each bead is for each fullmoon in the year... The other is Rose drops... Earings that i finished the other night... I might wear them to the wedding on saturday since my dress is pink... So what do you think?

Getting there....

Getting things together for this weekend... Tomorrow I will take my dress up... I have my hair appointment set... I just have to come up with a schedual for saturday morning with all that needs to be done... If i dont come up with a plan to try and follow i know i will have a major headache by the time the wedding starts... I cant beleive C's friends, normally dont your friends do your parties for you and plan them and pay for them etc... I think she paid for every little thing she wanted... And one of her friends who did bring booze to the batchlorette party not only took her stuff at the end when she left she took what others brought as gifts... I have not met any of these people yet... No one called me to let me know what time the party was, who's name the room was under etc... Just like the bridal shower no one called to let me know anything that was going on with that till last minute... And i think it was C's that let me know what was going on since her friends couldnt call me... I am just not looking foward to meeting these people... We shall see what the rehearsal dinner brings... I think they put out way too much money for this wedding, money they didnt have... My brother was like how much did you pay for your rehearsal i had to remind him i did not have one and if i did he would have been there since he gave me away... just didnt see a point in it... I just hope it all goes well, the day of, but i have a bad feeling, please goddess let me be wrong...

Havent talked to my sister in awhile, mom did tell me though that her hubby finally moved out, canceled the insurance on the car, took the plates and threw a cell phone at her when he left... my mom then says to me "i cant believe he did that" i was like what surprised you about his behavoir? The bastard wasnt giving her money to feed his kids, my sister had to go to food pantrys, and such to get stuff to feed her and the kids... He had the nerve to tell her to ask my mom for money... I just pray she has finally learned and goes through with the divorce... She just keeps taking the idiot back... Not that she is any prize but maybe if she gets away from him, gets her act together and finds a decent guy maybe she can change... She just needs to get away from the low lifes she associates with including her husband... I want to put an ad in a paper... Need someone to treat you like shit, cheat on you, throw you and your kids out when they are 6 months old and move their new gf in 1 hr later, someone who wont pay the bills, feed you or your kids, play head games with you and totally fuck your head up then call this guy... I cant stand him can ya tell... But i cant totally feel sorry for my sis, she keeps going back... She thinks she needs him to have a wonderful family... Not really sure where she thinks any part of her life with him has been so wonderful... She has always been a drama queen though...

I leave you with this pic i took the other day of my little family... Arent they all so cute...

Saturday shopping and running around

Not that i was really up to it... I wasnt feeling all that well... I have had a migraine for the past three days due to hormones i am thinking since i got my first period since having emma... I did not miss this, let me tell you... So i have been dragging ass the past few days... My brother is getting married next saturday... So today i was trying to get my dress taken up the straps need to be taken up and I just dont feel like doing it myself but looks like I might have too... blah....

So we went to wally world, got some grocerys, and some other things we needed, i got a tool box, a hammer, a wrench and something eles i cant remember... This is supose to be my tool box and hubby isnt aloud to take anything from it since most of the tools we had we cant find due to he isnt sure what he did with them... I bought him a hammer a few months ago, a 10 dollar hammer that he isnt sure where it is... He also lost a drill somewhere... so this is my stuff... I am going to go looking for whatever tools are left in the house i can find and i am putting them in it... He also bought me my own screw drivers, a whole set... wooo hooo...

I got this off of ebay last week, its a gaia statue/bowl and she came with little pocket goddesses too...




Isn't she pretty, I so love her and am thinking of getting another one...

Well I am going to relax for a bit and watch a few movies and maybe read a bit if my head will relax... Hugs to all...

Rain/Sun

Seems mother nature cant make up her mind today... I woke to rain, then it looked like the sun was coming out and now it looks like the clouds are rolling in again...

Havent been doing too much here lately... In between taking care of babies, I have been recovering some books, making a few jewelry pieces here and there... Trying out some new things... I did have my first pain management appointment the other day... After being asked a ton of questions and being stretched, and prodded looks like the doc wants to do some nerve blocks on me... I have three appointments set up... The first one is the day after my birthday, how fun is that... They numb the areas, and then inject stuff into my back near the nerves of the spine is what i got when he explained it to me.... Takes about an hour, was told to bring a driver, music to listen to as well... Its funny the questionaire i had to fill out and bring with me, 11 pages, one thing was are you very religious and then listed a few religions and then other... I usually check n/a or leave it blank i live in a very born again christian area... I decieded I wasnt going to do that with this one and I checked off other and put wiccan in the spot... And its funny I get some paper work to take home and what is one thing in there a support thing for radio stations and they are christian based... Wonder what kind of music I should bring with me to my injections? Any suggestions? I was thinking of making up a cd, I am going to bring my ipod but i think they want me to be able to hear them I will check with them... I also have been thinking of a new prayer bead strand but not sure how I want to do it yet... And I need to research stones to see what would be good with this...

In other news my brothers wedding is getting close... Its next weekend... I really just hope this is what he wants and he just not doing it because she pushed him or he feels what the hell if it doesnt work i can get divorced... They have their issues but he says they do get along... He has two wonderful friends that are giving him a lot of help with things, he is truly blessed to have them... Bro is 34, these two have been in his life since he was a child, maybe 6 or 7 years old... Long time...

I know i wanted to write about something eles but i cant remember now lol... Oh well it can be another entry...

Emotional Monday

Not really sure why I am so emotional today but I was... I think its just things that are happening that set me off... It started today with a phone call that the pain management doctor couldnt meet with me today... Now let me explain why this annoyed me so much, one they call me at 8 am to tell me this, when i originally got schedualed for this my appointment was for june 4th, the appointment was set up in april it was like 2 months before they could fit me in... I get a call last week they had an opening on monday at 1... Hubby gets the day off so he can go with me and now he cant go tomorrow... But the funny thing is they can fit me in tomorrow? How is that... Like I said the original appointment was 2 months out, now they can fit me in the next day...? how does that work? My big thing is I have been having issues with my back since I got pregnant with emma, i had problems after rhi but they got better, now its just constant and I dont want to be relying on pain medicine to get thru the day... I wake up every morning in pain, my back has all kinds of issues and then by the end of the day my back really bothers me and it goes into other areas of my body... I hope this pain management thing will help and I hope my attitude will be gone for tomorrows appointment, also in the paper work i got if i miss or reschedual more than three appointments i could be dropped, can I drop the doctor if he keeps reschedualing?

Then i had issues going over the cell phone bill, they are trying to charge me a 75.oo reconnection fee, trying to say that they shut my phones off and turned then back on after i paid the bill, well I have screen shots of the bill saying the lines where active before i paid them, so mom is going to bitch about that, the account is in her name but i pay the bill... She is all gung ho, she loves an arguement...

Mom has done a few things that have gotten to me these last few day and I just wanted to have a meltdown today... Hubby took the kids in the other room and let me have a bit of time to breath...

My mothers day was very nice, hubby made me breakfast, i got a card and the movie music and lyrics, very good movie i love hugh grant... So tonight I am having a hugh grant night, I got music and lyrics, two weeks notice, notting hill, and love actually, I also have micky blue eyes and 9 months but I am just doing those 4... Also on back order are two stackable mothers rings that say i love mom in the side...

So for a bit of sanity I have been making some things and i have pictures to show so below will be the shots i have , One is fullmoon goddess and the other is for the chakra's

Book and stuff....

I ordered a new pagan book today... Pagan prayer beads by greer and vaughn... It was shipped today so it should be here soon... I cant wait its been awhile since I got anything witchy related and I am really looking foward to this book... I just hope its good... I love to make prayer beads so I am hoping for new info on them... Another book I want but is not due to sometime in 2008 is Everything she touches changes: a spiritual guide to pagan pregancy by Arin Murphy-Hiscock... I wish it would have been out when I was pregnant... But I will buy it anyways... I am also interested in her other books as well, especially the greenwitch one...

I didnt get anything eles done this afternoon... Well thats not totally true, I swept the floor in the kitchen, did all the dishes, put some of them away, washed out the cans on the counter, wiped down the counters... I need to make out a list of all the things I need to get done this week... I am feeling blah this evening... Kinda depressed actually... Oh well it happens... Going to go for a bit I might write more later... Hugs to all...

Crafty Pictures

Well I took some snapshots of things I am working on : this is the original book that I got the idea for my books...










Here are a few shots of my books... I have fun playing around with the glue, fabric and paper...


















I am still working on the sewing projects, I will post those later if I get anything completed...

Chilly....

It was 60 today... I was enjoying the warm weather and being able to go out in sandles, etc... I am hoping it warms up again soon... I like having the windows open during the day and going for walks with the baby...

Havent been doing too much... I got this wacky idea to make my own dual notebooks and with some input from hubby I have come up with some nice books... The notebooks come from target and I glue fabric to the back and put nice pretty scrapbook paper on the front... I will have to take pictures tomorrow... I like them like I said for my design work, and these are bigger than the real simple ones... I have been feeling crafty lately I just have too many things I wanna do... I got the notebook kinda done... I have beads put in an organizer for future witchy projects for fullmoon, sabbats and chakra talismans... I am just waiting on some new beads to come in... And I am so excited some of them are copper and I cant wait to see how this works... I like the looks of copper but I am not sure how it will work with designs... We shall see... I need a room for my craft stuff, it would make it so much easier but we dont have the extra room and I cant just leave it out with Rhianna, she would walk off with all the beads and who knows where she would stick them...

I have a few small sewing projects I want to do too... I seem to do things in sections... Get the fabric together one day, make my pattern the next, pin and cut out, then sew it up... That goes for the other things I do too... Drives me batty sometimes that I just dont sit down and start and finish something right then and there...

Oh well better run... I will try and post some pictures tomorrow, wish I knew how to post a video I have the cutest video of emma laughing...