Catching Up...

Wow, I am tired... Saturday we had a party for Rhianna for her 2nd birthday... Family came over and she had a lot of fun... She loves when her cousins come over... The funniest thing was Rhianna couldnt wait for us to light the candle or cut up the cake, i have pictures of her eating the icing off the cake and then at one point Muriel joined her... It made me laugh it was just too cute... She had a good time and thats what mattered... Her favorite present was the horse to the mini barbie her nana got her... She has been carrying that everywhere... So while at walmart i got her a big one too so she has a mommy and baby horse...

Now i just have been catching up on everything... I finally have hot water in the kitchen it thawed out on friday, so been cleaning and doing alot of laundry... Got more to do tomorrow and we are also in for some bad weather that is supose to start tomorrow afternoon... We have been lucky so far but that luck might be running out... I think i got all the boxes from all the stuff Rhi got presents in all together too... Garbage just never seems to end...

Hubby has been busy too, he put up the new towel racks in the bathroom, now we have to repaint the bathroom since nothing matches up with the old stuff... Plus i have wanted to do that for some time now... Not sure if i want to go with the antique white again or go with a light color? Then he put his laundry away now that i cleared out space in the closet for him... So now the one closet is basically his except for the top shelf that has sheets on it... Tomorrow i think i will tackle the floors too... Depends on how i feel... Oh well guess i should head off to bed...

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Happy 2nd Birthday Rhianna

My little one turns two today... Happy Birthday sweetie, Mommy love you...

Sad News

http://www.cnn.com/2007/SHOWBIZ/TV/02/08/anna.nicole.collapses/index.html Hubby just told me about this i cant believe she is gone... Not that i was a fan of hers but i feel sad for her...

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Damn it's cold....

Its freezing here... Temps have been very low to below zero here... Very crappy thing right now is i have no hot water in my kitchen, its frozen... But i have hot water in the bathroom... Looks like i will be doing dishes in the bathroom sink if it doesnt thaw out... We have the heat tape going but so far nothing... And that also means i will be going to my moms house to do laundry or the laundry mat... If i go to my moms i will buy her some supplies to replace what i use maybe that will show my brother who is living off of her what an ass he has been...

Talked to my sis last night... I do not know why she stays with her husband... He thinks she is cheating on him... I think its he is who is doing the cheating... I find it little suspitious (sp) that he erases the phone numbers from his phone so my sister cant check the numbers on who calls... I couldnt live like that...

Re-organizing

I have been moving things around my bedroom tonight... Trying not to move too much and nothing too heavy or hubby will kick my butt... We went looking for dressers today and found nothing that was worth buying... Called to talk to my mom to see what my brother wanted last night and she told me she has a dresser i can borrow, so that saves me some money, woo hooo... Trying to get things organized for next weekend since family is coming over and its Rhianna's second birthday party... She turns two on friday and Emma is one month old on friday as well... I just have too much crap and i am really trying to get rid of stuff... Its just not easy at times... But i will get there... Maybe i should mention the house swapping thing again to my mom, this way we would have more room and if my brother or sister try to move back in again she wont have the room... Looks like my sis is having issues with her hubby again... I think he will be throwing her out again soon... He gave some 18 or 19 year old a ride home the other day and the chick baked him a cheese cake to say thank you and my sister is all nuts about it... Plus i guess he made some comment that if she leaves destinee can stay with him but mj can go with her... I think thats because i believes he is not the father of the child... but he put his name on the birth certificate and had him named after him as well... He ignores the poor kid and all he wants is his love... Its sad, my sister had to beg him to go to the hospital when the kid had his tonsils taken out, he wasnt going to go... He is such an ass... Oh and he wants my sister to pay the bills so he can keep his money in his pocket... Someone needs to tell him to start acting like a real man... But my sis stays with him so its her own damn fault she is in a shitty marriage... Too bad the kids have to be in this... Daddy is a looser and mommy is a doormat... Then there is my brothers situation that doesnt seem to be getting any better... His gf tells him that he is nuts and then if my mom says anything she is nuts too, i'm the only normal on she says... My mom says she calls her a bitch she better pray i never hear her say that to my mom... I dont know what they are thinking though, they shouldnt get married... They argue and she holds over his head that she bought his car for him, that he is paying her back for, and that if she leaves she is taking his car... If this was such a happy relationship she wouldnt be holding things like that over his head and he wouldnt be going out and buying her all kinds of things to make her happy... the relationship is doomed if they keep at it like this... What a mess... I am so grateful i have a great husband that i love very much and get along with and is my best friend, etc... I think i would go insane if i was in either of their situations...

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Cuttie

Been kinda vegging out today but taking pictures of the new munchkin...
It's funny till i had kids i hated the color pink, now i cant get enough of it... How weird is that... ?
Talked with hubbys sister the other day she is expecting another baby in october again... So emma will have a little cousin born in the same year again... Rhianna, Muriel and Alex were all born in 2005... I think its cool ... Hope its a girl lol...

Monday....

Mondays are so blah... I havent done much... My allergies have been kicking up and i cant take anything since i am breastfeeding... My nose is red but i dont think its a cold, doesnt feel like a cold... My mom stopped by for a bit, told me my brother and his gf are moving out... I dont remmeber the details but C has a friend that needs someone to watch her kids, think the friend is going into rehab and has no one to take care of them... I know my brother wanted no part of this but mom says bro has no say in anything anyways... My mom is happy she wants her house to herself again... My brother and his gf have been selfish and not helping my mom at all... So she isnt sad to see them go... Plus my brother is trying to hit my mom up for things and my mom keeps telling him no... Then my bro throws at her all she has given me... Now i am right across the way living in a house my mom owns, so the bed and armoire arent going too far... Plus my mom has done way too much for him and he should really put his hand back in his pocket... Goddess he pisses me off...

Other than that nothing exciting here going on playing around on a new blog site for pagans, http://www.covenspace.com could be interesting so i started playing adding info etc...

Working water

I was ready to start having a cow... Friday our water started acting funny, this black stuff started coming out of the faucet... I thought maybe the filter just needed to be changed, then my mom started having issues and she lost water pressure, and then later on we did too... She never bothered to call later to tell us her water pressure came back... So hubby tried changing the filter and thank the goddess what ever was in the line came out... We have well water so sometimes the lines get clogged with dirt or now that its winter and we have gone below zero the lines can freeze, but i am happy to say i have water pressure and can now do laundry, wash dishes, take a shower etc... What a pain in the ass... Oh and when my mom called to say she lost water pressure she called to find out if my hubby did something wrong since she had him change her filter... She cant do these things and goddess forbid my brother should do something...

I had to brave going over there to get my mail yesturday too and i knew i was not getting out of the house without her asking how much weight i have lost... Now you would think with all the weight i have lost it would be good enough for her.... NOPE, her comment was well if you can get down to 150 - 140 i think that will be good for you... I just wanted to cry... I have lost alot of weight can i keep it off, who knows... My mom just pisses me off... Oh well what can ya do...

Day with my Girls....

Today was the first day i have spent by myself with both my girls... It went ok... I was worried Rhi would jump on my stomach but she was good... We hung out watched movies, had pizza for lunch, while Emma just had breast... lol

I did get to print out some pictures today, two that my friend sent me yesturday so i can show my mom what her baby looks like... Goddess we have been friends forever and now we are both mommies... Its just too cool... I also printed out some small pictures so i could replace the ones in my locket, an updated one of Rhianna and one of Emma...

More chit chat

Talked to my friend K today and found out she had a baby too back in oct... It was great to catch up and talk baby talk with her... We have been friends for so long its weird that we are both moms now... lol

I didnt do a lot today, finished a book, gave the baby a bath... I dont know what made me do it but i was reading up on baby stuff for 2 week olds and the site had a video of a c section and i watched it... Oh boy... glad hubby couldnt have seen that he would have passed out... Glad i couldnt see that either it would have freaked me out... But all in all still amazing...

Waiting for hubby to get home with my two cheese burgers from mcdonalds, i havent wanted anything from there since i was pregnant but cheese burgers sounded good...

Chit Chat...

Its been snowing on and off all day today... Its funny how we have had no snow and now it seems like it isnt stopping... Its not major snow just enough to be a pain in the ass... Plus being at a higher elevation we always seem to get more than what in town is getting... Not that i am going anywhere... So didnt do a lot to day my mom called to tell me that the temp would be dropping tonight to about 3 degrees and thats not including the wind chill so it will probably be below zero... Then she had her normal bitching about my brother and his gf and how they dont respect her stuff, etc, etc... I am so sick of hearing about her complain about them and them complain about her... Only thing i have to say is they are living in her house and not paying rent and they should respect her and they dont... Things happen but i am never around to see it first hand to be able to comment on things... I think at times they are all full of shit but oh well ... They are still planning on getting married in may, if they dont kill one another by then... I like his gf dont get me wrong but they fight all the time and i dont understand why two people that fight as much as they do and say they are misserable why they would want to get married... Plus my mom doesnt like her and her family doesnt like my brother, so that will make things uncomfortable too... Not that , that should matter if they really love one another... I havent had time to really talk to my brother to see why he is getting married... Is it because he loves her or is it because he is getting older and doesnt want to be alone so figures what the hell...

I did get to talk to a friend tonight i finally got thru on the number she sent me... Got to tell her i had another baby, its been that long since i talked to her... It was nice to chat with her and catch up...

Well going to go and watch charlie and the chocolate factory with Rhianna...

My sleepy girls

I couldnt resist last night while the girls were sleeping putting them together and getting a picture of them sleeping... they just looked so sweet...