My day was blah, first day on the phones with new training and i was a bit over whelmed... But now i am home and i got kisses from my little munchkin so i am feeling a bit better...

To all my Witchy friends Have a Merry and Blessed Samhain...

Today went for my monthly prenatal check up... Everything is going good... Now i am starting the two week visits then the weekly visits... Its coming up fast... Its amazing how fast it goes by except in the begining when your head is in the toilet... She is an active little one... took the doc a min or so to get her in one spot to check her heart rate... I meet the diabetic lady on wednesday...

Nothing eles too exciting happend today... hugs to all

Well things seem to have quieted down... Last night the power flickered on and off..I looked out the windown and i was snowing before that it was rain so i was a bit worried that we were in for an ice storm of some sort...We had some accumulation but when the sun finally came out mide afternoon it melted it all... We have had flurries on and off but that is about it... I guess we were lucking reading the news on cnn looks like there were poweroutages all over the northeast due to high winds... I think i am going to price generators this weekend see how much they are and talk to my mom see if she wants to go in on one... Even if we only use it once a year it would be worth it to know we can cook or if the winter have heat...

Baby has been having fun today... Rowena is her kitty... She lets her play with her, pull her tail etc... I was in the kitchen making some pasta and she was laughing up a storm... Seems her and the kitty were playing chase... It was the cutest thing to watch she would chase the kitty and then the kitty would chase her... And they would do it over and over... Was too cute and put a smile on my face...

I had a crappy night sleeping so i was up on and off but so groggy... Not sure why i was so out of it... I woke up around 11am i think... But i am still tired...

I have been making things on and off all afternoon... Playing around with ideas and all... Baby likes to watch me when i make things... she loves looking at the beads... she thinks they are tiny balls...

Well i think i am going to lay down for a bit... hugs and love to all

Well this is going to be my new blogging home... So if ya wanna find out what is going on with me this is the place...

I had training this week and i am exhausted... So much to learn and i dont know if i know what i am doing... I am trying to keep the mind frame of one day at a time and do the best i can... That is all i can do or i will go crazy i think...

I have spent most of the day in bed sleeping or just relaxing... My back has been really bothering me... Right now i am on a harry potter marathon, i am watching all the movies and baby is here with me with her kitty blanket... She is just so funny... I love when she looks at me and tilts her head to the side talks to me in baby talk i have no clue what she is saying but she is so serious... She just fills my heart...

Nothing much eles going on, just been really tired, brain fried from training, and trying to take it easy... I have my prenatal visit on monday... I have to make a list of questions to ask the doc... Wonder if they will have me go early like they did with the first baby... ? I also meet with the diabetic lady this wednesday, will price meters in town there and make up my mind where to buy from... Well i think i am going to go relax ... Hugs and love to all.....

Not too much going on here... Been hurting last few days... My back that is... Today we went to the mall and i think i did too much i was sitting on the bed when we got home and i was almost in tears my back ached so bad... I just wanted to get out of the house and shop a little bit... Went into bath and body to smell the new stuff they got out... Yummy.. Stopped in the gap to see how the much the red t-shirts they have are... Prices arent too bad i think i will get one and add one to my xmas list... Money goes to help people with hiv in africa...

Baby had fun for the most part... She loves to look at people other baby's etc... She had fun at taco bell too... We sat across from another little girl so she just babbled thru the meal... She is too cute...

We went into Michaels so i could get some beads... I had to put some back i didnt realize how much i picked out... Almost 90 dollars worth of jewelry making stuff... Figures the stuff i want was the one thing not on sale... So i will have to wait and go back and get more stuff... So i am also waiting for some stuff i got off of ebay and some goddess beads... I really need to sit down and organize what i want to make... What i will need etc... I did take inventory of beads and pendants i do have... I then need to make a list of what i will still need... Too many ideas floating around in my head... Its all witchy based stuff i want to make... I am having too much fun... Hubby is like you're always doodling... I am making sketches of what i want to make...

I get to have training this week at work and i am alittle nervous... Its for the programs for the company that took us over in august... I am sure i will do fine, its just finding my grove in things...

I have a baby blanket i really need to get working on and finish... I did this last time too... Made blankets at the last minute... I still need to finish and get the room ready for the new baby as well... I just need to get another shelf for the mudroom i just cant afford it right now... Once i get things cleaned out and hubby gets the room painted things will move along nicely... I am going for a light purple in this room...

Well i am going to run and put my feet up after i get a fresh ice pack... Hugs and love to all

Things went ok at work today... I felt like crap, my back and legs are still bothering me from the slip in the kitchen the other night but hopefully it will get better soon... So i have been trying to take it easy as much as i can... Otherwise i have been feeling ok... One thing i have had with this pregnancy is depression... It was really bad in the begining and i was feeling guilty for feeling so down and not happy about being pregnant... I was crying all the time and hubby was worried so at one of my prenatal visits i mentioned it to my doctor and she asked me if i wanted to try medication... I knew i had to do something i couldnt stand feeling like that anymore... And she said if i didnt like the way i felt i could always stop... So she gave me a script for prozac... I have been taking it for a few months and glad i brought it up... I am stuborn when it comes to things like that, feeling at times it made me weak if i let the depressions control me and then if i needed meds i felt weak... I think that stems from things from my mom... But i am glad i got help... I started to feel better i was happier and i crawled out of the hole i felt i was in... I dont want to be on the meds forever but for as long as i need the help i will take them... And i think i am stronger for realizing i had a problem and got help...

Today was a so so day... I did run out to walmart to get some water and a few other things... I ran into angie and her daughter i havent seen them for some time... I always seem to run into her at walmart... We did get flurries today but nothing stuck... thank the goddess... I have to drive to work two days this week by myself and i hate driving in bad weather... I didnt stay out too long today my back and other things were killing me... I slipped in the kitchen last night and i think some things got pulled i just know i was sore today... It sucked... So I spent the afternon in bed resting... Baby did come in and she took a nap with me... It was sweet... She just amazes me... I thank the goddess every day for her and the new little one that is on the way... I talked to my brother for a bit today, he wanted to know if i could drop him off tomorrow to meet his friend but i have to work so i couldnt... Otherwise i would have... To bad it wasnt today, i could have taken him... I stopped by my moms yesturday with baby and my mom gave her a talking donkey the one from shrek.. She LOVES that thing... She took it to bed with her and snuggled right up to it... I did spend a little time tonight making a few things... Need to email the girls and see if they want to have a movie or craft night soon... I was thinking maybe do something with pumpkins... Will have to send some suggestions...Oh well its getting late and i have to be up at 5:30 am... Ugh...

I thought i would share another pic of the little one... She loves her flowers and will point every one of them out to you... It's really cute... Nothing too exciting going on here... I did go and have the one hour and then the three hour sugar test and i have gestational diabeties again... Not sure when i am meeting with the diabeties lady... Hubby will be taking baby to her doc appointment so i will have to talk with the doc later on... I have an my 4 week visit on Oct 30th so its not too far away... In other news looks like buffalo got nailed with snow... It was just really cold and windy here... So far no snow, thank the goddess... I am not ready for snow... I have been making some crafts in my free time... I just love to make things... I have been going thru the jewelry catolog i have and i am making a list of things i want to get so i can start selling some things... It will be fun and extra cash will be nice...

Well my regular blog is down... I cant get to my posting page... Not sure why so i emailed my host to see what is up... So i am posting here for now... Today is my anniversary... I have been with hubby for 9 years, we have been married for 3 years... Hubby asked me out on oct 4th, we got engaged oct 4th and got married on oct 4th... Pretty easy to remember hugh?... We exchanged cards this morning... Hubby also got me the new Evanescence cd and i am listening to it right now... I like it so far... I will have to listen to it a few more times to see what i think... Its different from fallen... But i am enjoying it ... I havent been feeling all that well the last few days... Between my back and my head i dont know which is worse... And i am so tired too...I go on friday to have my bloodwork done for sugar test and also to see if my iron and everything is where it should be... I am hoping not to have gestational diabeties again... In other news baby has been a real character lately... The other night i go into her room and find her with no top on and she had poopie up her back... So i get her all changed and cleaned up and redressed... I go back into my room that is right next to hers and a few min later i hear the diaper thing going... She did it a few times before i got up to see what was going on... This time she was totally naked... She put her diaper in the diaper thingie and also her clothes she was trying to make it all go down... So i redressed her again and told hubby later and we had a good chuckle... Then tonight i take her coat off when she gets home she takes it and runs into the kitchen hubby follows her and she is trying to throw her coat out in the kitchen garbage pail... She puts her tissues and things in the garbage but now she is trying to throw her clothes out... She is just too funny at times... Oh well i have babbled on long enough...

I had to try out the beta blogger to see how it is and i really like it if it works ... I had fun playing with the layout and adding things and changing colors, etc.. Spent part of today playing around with this... its witch prayer beads...