Can be a dangerous thing... lol I've just been restless lately... I think its being summer time, not sure what I want to do daily... Still not 100% but getting there, pt is helping and the nerve blocks did help... I need to get on a regular sleep pattern, this 3am stuff is killing me... Well its killing my days... I sleep in when i can or if i am up early i am dragging butt and dont want to do anything... I have also been wanting to get more organized... Clean out alot of things... i want to redo the mudroom and laundry room... I want to paint... I wish I had a bigger house so we could spread out more... I would love to have one room all to myself... Put all my craft stuff in, witchy stuff and be able to close the door... Most days I am happy with my house but it is a small house for 4... I have just been thinking way to much, where i want to go, where i have been the people in my life past and present... I think way too damn much at times...
Other things going on, no more poopie messes thank the goddess... Rhi and I had some fun this evening i got these cute little fairy wings so we both put them on and were dancing in the living room... She is enjoying her new barbie cd for the nutcracker and there are little girl fairys and she wanted to watch that cd with her wings on... I love that she loves simple things i got those wings at the dollar general for a dollar... Emma has started with giving raspberrys, its really cute and she is really loud, i was surprised that it was her doing it i thought it was rhi... Little monster is eating more and more, so far she likes most things we have given her except peas, she didnt seem to care for those... She likes her oatmeal with her fruit mixed in... Rhi likes to get on the bed with emma when she is just hanging out except when she pulls her hair, so i found one of my knit hats and put it on her so her hair was all tucked in and then she was happy... I will have to see if I can find any hats at the store tomorrow in her size... this way she can get close to her sis without her yanking out her hair... She did look cute though in my hat, she has such a cute face, its funny i like her little round head... I just love to look at them and hug them... Rhi is such a lovable kid... I love when she comes up and says awww hug... and has her arms out and hubby and I can just hug alone if she is around she comes over and grabs a leg or wants up... And she will pat ya on the back too... I just love my kids... did i mention i have been really emotional, ? lol... oh well i shoudl try and get some sleep its almost 4am...
Monday, July 30, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
What a Night....
I was chatting with Jenger, trying to get emma fed while I chatted... Thats the nice part of breastfeeding you dont need hands to do it, just a boppy pillow... How i did without that with rhianna...I am so happy hubby got me one... Anyways i was chatting with J having a good time and hubby comes in and tells me to come look at our daughter... I hear the shower running and i know it cant be good... There she was covered in poo... This is why I put her in onesies... Rhi has a bad habit of putting her hands down the back of her diaper... This happened once before a while back... Well here she was again and it was bad... It was every where... Ya didnt want to touch her... I still had baby attached to me so i told him i would be right back, he started cleaning her, he was in the middle of an evercrack event, so I told him to go and I would finish... So she got hosed off, then scrubbed down, then dried and put in clean clothes (onesie)... I then went back to chatting with J and we were getting ready to call it a night and I was trying to change emma so I could put her down and I got peed on... So had to change baby again, wipe her down, change my pants, take off the top comforter and throw that in the wash... Knock on wood no one threw up... What a night... lol At least I can laugh about it...
Now I cant sleep, I am bored... There is nothing on the movie channels I want to watch so for laughs I put in Rockstar... This movie makes me laugh... Funny thing is I dated guys like this... Oh well, going to surf around...
Now I cant sleep, I am bored... There is nothing on the movie channels I want to watch so for laughs I put in Rockstar... This movie makes me laugh... Funny thing is I dated guys like this... Oh well, going to surf around...
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Word of Mouth or would that be blog?
Over on the side of my blog is a banner for blogathon 2007, its for my single moms life, she is blogging for 24 hours and and she needs sponsors to reach her goal, so if you want to donate 5 bucks or what ever you can afford, its for a good cause...Its to help find a cure for MS... Or if you just want to put a post on your blog to let people know that would be great too and help her out...
Friday, July 27, 2007
Well it's Friday
Even if it is only 15 min into friday... lol... It finally started raining here so hopefully it makes things feel better around here... I am hoping it doesnt keep raining, i want to go out and take pictures... Hubby has been doing a lot of yard work, trimming the creek beds, and cutting down brush... Now we need to mow... I want to take the girls out and take pictures of them and get copies made for family members... I don't think anyone has anything recent of the girls... I also got these cute fairy wings for rhi to play with and I think emma would look cute with them on out in the grass... I havent been doing too much... I was able to recover one book i had that I painted on the cover and hated it so I recovered it with paper... I think it looks pretty... Ive been working on some designs for xmas presents... I am thinking of doing mothers necklaces for all the girls this year... Now its just finding what I want to use and finding a few subs for some stones... One childs b-stone is diamond... I have been slowly reading the HP7 book... I am more than 1/2 way thru... I have been tempted to look at the last chapter to see what happens but I havent and I havent ventured to any websites that might have spoilers on it... Hubby keeps teasing me... Oh well, I am going to go and read a bit and then try and get some sleep, I didnt get much last night for some reason...
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
sewing projects
I have a few new bags i want to sew up... I cut them out , now i just have to get the sewing machine tension right... Rhianna played with it and i have not been able to get it to work... The middle picture is a finished version of the one tote bag... I am going to do a tiedye and the red pattern in this style... The other bag is a new pattern I got that i wanted to try... I love the fabric for that one, I had it for a long time and never made anything with it, well its now going to be a bag... Oh well wish me luck with the machine, I really dont want to sew these by hand but will if I have too...
Monday, July 23, 2007
Weekend rap up
Well fridays plans were shot due to waking up with a migraine... A bad one... I was able to get two hydrocordone down at 9am and went back to sleep only to wake up a few hours later worse and when it was time for more meds I was so sick to my stomach that I knew I was not getting anything down my throat... And sure enough not too long after the throwing up started... And it didnt make my head any better, sometimes getting sick helps a headache but not this time, it just made my head hurt more and my stomach was killing me... I called my doc and she was out of the office till monday, so i could go to a clinic that I am not even sure where it was or the er... I opted for the er, more money but I knew where it was and I knew I would get help there... Thank the goddess it didnt take them too long to help me... They put an iv port in me, then the doc came to see me then the nurse brought stuff for the nausea and the pain... I am limited to what they can give me due to still breastfeeding... But what ever they did give me was quick, the nurse said it was heavy duty stuff i was just happy to not be sick to my stomach anymore and the pain to a dull ache... It was around 3 or maybe 4 when we got home, I then went to sleep and didnt wake up till about 10pm or little later... I was still a bit tired but I was feeling a lot better... I did feel good enough to go and get my copy of HP 7... So over to the local walmart I went... Got my book read a page or two when i got home but decided to go to sleep instead...
Saturday was feeling much better we went out for balloon rally, had food from vendors and did a lot of walking... Which for me is good , I guess the nerve blocks and pt is helping because I can do a lot more... I would have never have been able to do all the walking i did saturday before I began pain management... So I am not 100 % pain free but I am so much better... We were out for most of the day and didnt get home till 9 or 10 I guess... The balloons were suppose to go off at 6:30 but that didnt happen, it was sometime after 8 when they did and I think by that point Rhi didnt care... I really thought she would have gotten a kick out of the balloons... Maybe next year... Also the way they did it kinda sucked this year... Normally you have a whole bunch go off at once and the sky is filled with balloons, this year it was a few here and there... I like the old way...
On sunday we finally got our shopping done... I was still feeling pretty good and was able to walk for some time it wasnt until later that just my leg started bothering me, which was the only thing that bothered me on saturday... We finally found the wagon we wanted for the kids at a good price at target... Bad thing is getting everything we needed in the car, we didnt take everything out of the car from saturday so we had to stuff the car... We go to sams club to buy food and stuff so everything is in bulk... It was funny...
Saturday was feeling much better we went out for balloon rally, had food from vendors and did a lot of walking... Which for me is good , I guess the nerve blocks and pt is helping because I can do a lot more... I would have never have been able to do all the walking i did saturday before I began pain management... So I am not 100 % pain free but I am so much better... We were out for most of the day and didnt get home till 9 or 10 I guess... The balloons were suppose to go off at 6:30 but that didnt happen, it was sometime after 8 when they did and I think by that point Rhi didnt care... I really thought she would have gotten a kick out of the balloons... Maybe next year... Also the way they did it kinda sucked this year... Normally you have a whole bunch go off at once and the sky is filled with balloons, this year it was a few here and there... I like the old way...
On sunday we finally got our shopping done... I was still feeling pretty good and was able to walk for some time it wasnt until later that just my leg started bothering me, which was the only thing that bothered me on saturday... We finally found the wagon we wanted for the kids at a good price at target... Bad thing is getting everything we needed in the car, we didnt take everything out of the car from saturday so we had to stuff the car... We go to sams club to buy food and stuff so everything is in bulk... It was funny...
Thursday, July 19, 2007
On my head....
Thats how I spent my morning, on my head in the dentist office... Seems like thats how they want you when you are in their chair... I had an 8am appointment which ment i was up at 6:30 am... I was at the dentist for 2.5 hours... I am not sure if we will have insurance next month so we did all my fillings today... I think there were 6 or 7, plus x-rays... I cant remember how many shots of novicaine i got, I lost track after three... And when I left I was still nice and numb, i tried to rinse my mouth out and i was drooling all over, not a pretty site... But they are over and done with and i think she did a nice job... And they take post dated checks which is nice, cause 216.00 in one lump would kill me... I did try and take a nap this afternoon but that didnt happen, well i got about 30 min but it wasnt enough, cause i am still sleepy and cranky too....
Tomorrow we are going shopping for food and house supplies, then its off to balloon rally to see if they have an evening launch, and then if i am awake i will be heading over to my local walmart to get a copy of the final HP book... I am so excited... I still need to get to the movies too to see the movie that is out, I have heard good things...
I have been feeling alittle off lately and I am not sure why... Been emotional and it just sucks... I wanna write about it but i cant get to what is bothering me... I think it might just be a bunch of things... Oh my wonderful mother, i dont know if i should be bothered by this or not, but tonight she tells me oh thats right your the oldest, i always forget and think your brother is the oldest... WTF, where did that come from and when did she start thinking that? Or is she just trying to be a bitch... I guess it does bother me...
Tomorrow we are going shopping for food and house supplies, then its off to balloon rally to see if they have an evening launch, and then if i am awake i will be heading over to my local walmart to get a copy of the final HP book... I am so excited... I still need to get to the movies too to see the movie that is out, I have heard good things...
I have been feeling alittle off lately and I am not sure why... Been emotional and it just sucks... I wanna write about it but i cant get to what is bothering me... I think it might just be a bunch of things... Oh my wonderful mother, i dont know if i should be bothered by this or not, but tonight she tells me oh thats right your the oldest, i always forget and think your brother is the oldest... WTF, where did that come from and when did she start thinking that? Or is she just trying to be a bitch... I guess it does bother me...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
More of munchkin
Here's another pic from emmas photo shoot on the lawn, lol.... Its funny she has taken to growling, and she has different pitch for it... Makes me laugh...
I am hoping the weather holds out this weekend, its balloon rally weekend and I am looking foward to the hot air balloons but mostly seeing Rhi's reaction to them... she gets so excited about things... I think the balloons will be fun... Her favorite things right now is anything with fish in it... Free willy has been watched many times, we have 1, 2, and 3... then there are the animated movies... I was in the drug store today and found a stuffed whale so i got it for her and she was so happy... Not sure how emma will deal with everything but i am hoping she will like it too... Also they have rides, they block off main street on saturday for music, vendors, food, etc... Oh and lets not forget northern light candles and the huge tent they will have set up with discount candles, tours, and things to do with the kids... A witch could get high with all that wax and scent ... Its a dream... Oh well i am going to run, I am getting my camera bag ready, charging batteries, etc... hugs to all...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
My little model #2
Friday, July 13, 2007
Pissed
I am so mad right now... I broke a tooth... One that I had a filling in all ready that fell out and the tooth has decayed and they knew this and cant get me in till next month... Now its broken more and I will be calling tomorrow for something, and I am going to try and make a stink that it took them so long to get me in the crappy work the dentist that did my tooth did, who is no longer there, and i am hoping I dont get charged... Do dentist do that? Also does anyone know if i can request a copy of my file? So I can find a new dentist and have all my records so I dont have to wait for them to send everything over... I was just too timid when i had all the work done with this one dentist to bitch... When he redid the bonding on my front teeth oh my goddess at first i was almost in tears when he had me look the first time... The reason i got the bonding was to close a gap in my teeth and if you could have seen what he did, trying not to cry i told him the reason I got bonding was to close the gap, i think he was alittle peeved but he said he could work more on it and closed the gap more... I still have a slight gap there, he rounded one tooth to give it a more natural look, i was so depressed after he worked on my teeth but i learned to live with it... I wish I wasnt such a pussy at times and spoke up for myself... but i didnt... Well I am going to try so hard when i go in there to get fixed to tell them how unhappy i am with the service i got from this former dentist... Even my gums are still sore from the cap he put on my tooth, and it was some time ago, i know it can take a period to adjust but i think we are way past that time... The other side that the other dentist did and put a cap on is wonderful... I think there is some glue or part to the cap hitting somewhere on the other one... So I need a boost of courage to stand my ground... Goddess help me....
Thursday, July 12, 2007
I Won......
I won a $100 shopping spree at holyclothing.com.... I am so excited... I scared hubby and the baby when I got the email newsletter and there was my picture and what I wrote to enter the contest... I can't remember the last time I won something... I am so Happy... lol
Cooler Days....
It was so nice sleeping last night it got down to i think 54... Its 70 now but over cast and I can deal with that... I dont like the heat... I had massage therapy today... Not bad, hurt a bit and I am putting heat on my lower back right now... She did work my shoulders and neck though and even though it hurt at first felt good after... I know i have alot of issues up there and i think it causes some of my headaches... I am thinking of scheduling another appointment in a few weeks... Going to see how I feel in a couple of days... See if its worth the 30 bucks...
I had someone yesturday tell me they thought i would make a good teacher... I dont know, i at one time thought about it, maybe art or something but it never went anywhere... She thinks i would be great at it for middle school and she says i would be a great roll model, lol... I almost died... I dont think she knows about the witchy side of me and i dont know if her view would change... She is a bible thumper... Would that change? It is food for thought though about being a teacher... I just dont know... I still think about the ultra sound schooling alot... but no close schools for that... I might check into one of the local hospitals though, they are a teaching hospital maybe there is something I else i might want to learn... 38 and still dont know what i want to be when i grow up , lol...
I had someone yesturday tell me they thought i would make a good teacher... I dont know, i at one time thought about it, maybe art or something but it never went anywhere... She thinks i would be great at it for middle school and she says i would be a great roll model, lol... I almost died... I dont think she knows about the witchy side of me and i dont know if her view would change... She is a bible thumper... Would that change? It is food for thought though about being a teacher... I just dont know... I still think about the ultra sound schooling alot... but no close schools for that... I might check into one of the local hospitals though, they are a teaching hospital maybe there is something I else i might want to learn... 38 and still dont know what i want to be when i grow up , lol...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Last One...
I had my last nerve block today... Ugh two injections and a ton of manipulation I am hurting... My head is bothering me too... So if I am hurting today tomorrow is going to be worse... I also have massage therapy tomorrow for the first time and that is probably going to hurt tomorrow too... In the long run its suppose to help and I hope it does... I am better, not 100 %, but i am not waking up decrepid my back locks up but not the way it was before... Now with massage therapy and physical therapy hopefully this will all help as well...
It finally rained here enough that its 66 degrees and with putting the fan in the window its pulling in a nice cool breeze... Thank the goddess... I hope it keeps up...
I got a new shipment of beads today but I just dont feel like playing with them... I unpacked them and put them in my boxes but no inspiration today... Oh well maybe later... It wasnt anything major, more silver and copper findings to play with, I like variety... Some sweet little pearls in white and pink mauve... My favorite things is crimp covers, I am so happy I tried these... They are nice the cover the crimp and it looks like a bead, makes your project look complete... Also i ran into where i didnt pull the wire tight enough and had a slight gap, these are open so i figured out where to put them and they took up the extra wire without me having to take it apart... A plus...
Well going to go watch ghost hunters, its a new episode... Hugs to all
It finally rained here enough that its 66 degrees and with putting the fan in the window its pulling in a nice cool breeze... Thank the goddess... I hope it keeps up...
I got a new shipment of beads today but I just dont feel like playing with them... I unpacked them and put them in my boxes but no inspiration today... Oh well maybe later... It wasnt anything major, more silver and copper findings to play with, I like variety... Some sweet little pearls in white and pink mauve... My favorite things is crimp covers, I am so happy I tried these... They are nice the cover the crimp and it looks like a bead, makes your project look complete... Also i ran into where i didnt pull the wire tight enough and had a slight gap, these are open so i figured out where to put them and they took up the extra wire without me having to take it apart... A plus...
Well going to go watch ghost hunters, its a new episode... Hugs to all
Monday, July 09, 2007
More Rhianna
Presents...
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Kinda productive day....
When i finally woke up that is... I slept till 2pm... I haven't been sleeping well last few days, Rhi being up, or my moodiness, or just being restless... And it was late before I finally went to sleep last night but I wasn't getting out of bed till I was ready... I actually felt pretty good for once... I watched a bit of live earth, chatted with Joy, played with the kids... Rhi and I have taken to dancing around the house and just letting our hair down... So we just dance however the mood strikes... I am sure it looks funny to most but it makes her happy to just dance... I want her to feel confident in being herself , whoever she turns out to be... Does that make sense... ? Then we went out to the store... Had to get some groceries and a few other things... I love that walmart has your basic staples so I can do it all in one store... Pick up a new pair of stretchy pants for Rhi, a new zip sweatshirt for Emma (gotta pick those up when you see them or they wont be there when you go back), got a few jugs of water to fill the cooler, wipes, baby food, plastic totes for jewelry stuff, garbage bags, hot dogs, fries, eggs, yogurt, and some new shell beads, cant not visit the craft department in walmart, its not the greatest but you find some fun things here and there... Oh and a new fan for the living room window... And it was all in one store... Didn't have to go to the market on the other end of the plaza... I like that lol... Especially with two kids who keeps wanting to get in and out of the car...
So now I sit here a few hours later... Finished watching the "Devil wears Prada " a little while ago, not a bad movie, might have to buy it... So now I am wondering what to do with the new shell pendants I got... Also i got one of my bead orders and wondering what I am going to do with those too... I am also trying to figure out how I am going to organize all my craft stuff... Its slowly driving me nuts right now since it seems to be everywhere... I was thinking maybe I should get another computer desk armoire but put all my craft things in it... ? Just not sure where I would put another one of those... This is one of those times i wish i had a bigger house so I could have a craft room... A room all to myself that I could put all my goodies in and do what I please... A room I can close the door and lock it so little hands cant go in and I could leave my stuff all over the place and not have to pack it all away... Who knows when hubby finally knows what is going on with the company he works for maybe we will talk my mom into switching houses? Or we just might move... Who knows... Well i am going to run going to go and fondle all my goodies again and think more about what i want to do with them... I have make a few sketches but nothing that says YES, yet...
So now I sit here a few hours later... Finished watching the "Devil wears Prada " a little while ago, not a bad movie, might have to buy it... So now I am wondering what to do with the new shell pendants I got... Also i got one of my bead orders and wondering what I am going to do with those too... I am also trying to figure out how I am going to organize all my craft stuff... Its slowly driving me nuts right now since it seems to be everywhere... I was thinking maybe I should get another computer desk armoire but put all my craft things in it... ? Just not sure where I would put another one of those... This is one of those times i wish i had a bigger house so I could have a craft room... A room all to myself that I could put all my goodies in and do what I please... A room I can close the door and lock it so little hands cant go in and I could leave my stuff all over the place and not have to pack it all away... Who knows when hubby finally knows what is going on with the company he works for maybe we will talk my mom into switching houses? Or we just might move... Who knows... Well i am going to run going to go and fondle all my goodies again and think more about what i want to do with them... I have make a few sketches but nothing that says YES, yet...
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Feeling moody...
Its an understatement... I was trying to get my cd program to work earlier so I could burn some cd's and I just couldnt get it to work... I got so annoyed I wanted to toss my laptop, and hubby making the comment why not throw it into the wall when i slammed the cd rom drive door shut didnt help... I rebooted my computer and walked away from it... I fed the baby, played with some beads and as I calmed down I got depressed, which is where I am now... I just feel so blah, I feel like crying my eyes out... and my head hurts... I think its the post period hormone thing now... I know its all wonky since I spotted for days... Doc office never did call back... My reg doc is out, so the nurse was to check with the other doc and call me back... that call never came... I am pretty pissed about that, just glad i'm not bleeding to death, granted i do have enough brains to take myself to the hospital if things were that bad... I just hate the crappy mood i am in now... depressed sucks and to be in pain is worse... so depressed and in pain and i know i wont be able to fall asleep...
One funny thing happened tonight, i heard my moms little dog outside barking so i went to the living room window to see what he was doing... well i couldnt see him but i saw one of her cats, hooka, so i said his name he looks at me stops sits down... then little taz the dog comes out and starts running back to moms, then smokey the cat comes out from behind my jeep, then peanut the dog comes out and then patches the cat, the only animals of hers that were missing were bear the dog and the twin cats... Two of my cats are out there someplace but most likely they are hiding... It was just like a animal clown car hubby said... animals just kept coming out from behind our car... It was funny, gave me a good chuckle...
Oh and I know I shouldnt laugh at my daughter when we go to change her diaper and her her legs are in the air and we are starting to take the nasty poop diaper off and she says "shit"... I cover my mouth and hubby tried to hold it in but we both lost it... not really sure where she picked this up from, i mean yes we have said it like when you slam your hand in the door or something but never have we refered to her poop as shit, at least i dont think we have... So now whenever there is something gross you hear "shit" from my 2.5 year old... Goddess help me...
Ok going to see if I can find something that will cheer me up... I cant stand feeling like this... Hugs to all...
One funny thing happened tonight, i heard my moms little dog outside barking so i went to the living room window to see what he was doing... well i couldnt see him but i saw one of her cats, hooka, so i said his name he looks at me stops sits down... then little taz the dog comes out and starts running back to moms, then smokey the cat comes out from behind my jeep, then peanut the dog comes out and then patches the cat, the only animals of hers that were missing were bear the dog and the twin cats... Two of my cats are out there someplace but most likely they are hiding... It was just like a animal clown car hubby said... animals just kept coming out from behind our car... It was funny, gave me a good chuckle...
Oh and I know I shouldnt laugh at my daughter when we go to change her diaper and her her legs are in the air and we are starting to take the nasty poop diaper off and she says "shit"... I cover my mouth and hubby tried to hold it in but we both lost it... not really sure where she picked this up from, i mean yes we have said it like when you slam your hand in the door or something but never have we refered to her poop as shit, at least i dont think we have... So now whenever there is something gross you hear "shit" from my 2.5 year old... Goddess help me...
Ok going to see if I can find something that will cheer me up... I cant stand feeling like this... Hugs to all...
Friday, July 06, 2007
Friday?????
Where did the week go... I cant believe its all ready friday... wow... Its only 75 here, which is nice... It was a bit humid last night, we never had continued rain so the little spurts we got just made it yucky... I am glad though I am not in one of the areas that has 116 degree weather, I would be moving... I cant stand the heat...
So kinda been taking it easy today... Just feeling blah... Rhi's sleep schedule is so off... Even keeping her up later, she woke up later and was up all night again... I am not sure what time i finally just went to sleep... I am exhausted, hubby tells me to just go to bed she will be ok, but I find it hard to fall totally asleep... She might call from her room or laugh at a movie and I am awake... Where hubby a bomb could go off and he would still be snoring... I think he did get up and go in her room for a little bit last night or should we say early this morning... I think if I get a chance I might take a nap... I need it... And we do need to run to the store, I thought i had more water for the cooler and I dont... And we need a few other little things... I need to make out a list... I need to get a pen and pad for the fridge so when i think of this stuff I can write it down...
Ok think I am going to take a nap... Toodles for now...
So kinda been taking it easy today... Just feeling blah... Rhi's sleep schedule is so off... Even keeping her up later, she woke up later and was up all night again... I am not sure what time i finally just went to sleep... I am exhausted, hubby tells me to just go to bed she will be ok, but I find it hard to fall totally asleep... She might call from her room or laugh at a movie and I am awake... Where hubby a bomb could go off and he would still be snoring... I think he did get up and go in her room for a little bit last night or should we say early this morning... I think if I get a chance I might take a nap... I need it... And we do need to run to the store, I thought i had more water for the cooler and I dont... And we need a few other little things... I need to make out a list... I need to get a pen and pad for the fridge so when i think of this stuff I can write it down...
Ok think I am going to take a nap... Toodles for now...
Dancing around
That is what I did on and off with Rhi,.. She would play some toy that had music and we would just break out and dance... If anyone could have seen me they would think I had lost it but it was fun... Rhi also got to hold her sister on the bed today, she was in all her glory and emma was liking being so close to her sister ... I tried a few times to take emma back and Rhi would put her arm around the baby and tell me no... I find that so cute... Rhi and I did take a walk earlier so I could keep her awake, we went by my moms, which seems to always be stressful lately... She started talking about my brother and his wife and I could care less... I am so sick of hearing about how misserable he is, or how controling she is or how nasty she is etc, etc... He married her,he had the chance if he wanted to to get out and he didnt... And I dont believe it is all her... but dont try to tell my mom that about her favorite child, it could never be his fault, he is mr wonderful... I felt my blood pressure going up as she talked about it, we had to leave, after she brought it up a few more times... My brother is 34 years old, he is a big boy that needs to grow the fuck up... Oiy...
I did get to chat with Joy today and Jenger this evening... I enjoyed my chats :)... Now i am just chill'n... Got emma changed, she had her oatmeal cereal and topped her off with some booba... She is now cuddl'n with her caterpiller and fleece blanket... Rhi is slepping all cuddled up in her bed, And hubby is sleeping next to me... All is good... Not sure where the cats are, except spaz, he is in the cat box sleeping... Strange cat...
blessings and hugs to all...
I did get to chat with Joy today and Jenger this evening... I enjoyed my chats :)... Now i am just chill'n... Got emma changed, she had her oatmeal cereal and topped her off with some booba... She is now cuddl'n with her caterpiller and fleece blanket... Rhi is slepping all cuddled up in her bed, And hubby is sleeping next to me... All is good... Not sure where the cats are, except spaz, he is in the cat box sleeping... Strange cat...
blessings and hugs to all...
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Happy 4th of July....
Too bad we woke up to it raining... I was hoping it would at least hold off till this afternoon... I think they still had the parade but with the way it was raining and how chilly it was I wasnt taking two kids out in it... Not sure if they are going to do the fireworks either but again its rainy and 65 at almost 9pm... I am sure the school where they are having it is saturated, so we will be staying home... Rhi is all ready asleep next to me in my bed... We had fun today, she let me trim her bangs so she can see again lol... And I repainted her finger and toe nails... She was so excited to do that... I am going to go on ebay in a little while and look for bindi's she likes to wear them and so do I... lol... I am just disappointed not being able to do anything you normally do for the 4th... I made diner tonight too and it wasnt the usual 4th menu... I did chicken cutlet, over linguine, tomato sauce, shredded cheese and broccoli on the side... It was yummy... I dont like to cook, i just cant get into it like I used to when I was younger, guess thats why I let hubby cook so much... hehehe
I did get to chat with joy and lani last night... I had fun, thanks girls :) I am not up on my chatting skills lol, i remember when i first got online i had all the chat programs, multiple windows and could have so many diff convo's going... I cant do that now... Im not that talented lol...
I did redo that necklace I did the other day... Rhi pulled on it and it came apart, so I totally redid it and really like it now... Hubby was impressed... I will post a pic of it later... Well I should run... Hugs to all...
I did get to chat with joy and lani last night... I had fun, thanks girls :) I am not up on my chatting skills lol, i remember when i first got online i had all the chat programs, multiple windows and could have so many diff convo's going... I cant do that now... Im not that talented lol...
I did redo that necklace I did the other day... Rhi pulled on it and it came apart, so I totally redid it and really like it now... Hubby was impressed... I will post a pic of it later... Well I should run... Hugs to all...
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Not bad....
Wasn't too bad of a day... Not too hot, and that is always a plus... I can't believe tomorrow is the 4th, it doesn't feel like it... We are going to get up early and go to the town parade, then maybe go down and see what games and things they have for the kids... Then back over later that night for the fireworks... They probably wont be going off until 10pm, I know I wont be able to stay down there all day... Its not a big thing anyways that it would take all day... And I just looked at the weather and they are predicting rain... I hope they are wrong, at least for the parade and games it can rain later... I also want to get to the park this week or weekend... We have talked too about going to the ren fest this weekend but I dont know... I need to make out a list of all the things I will need for tomorrow... I got the little diaper bag packed, extra diapers, changes of clothes, sunblock, hats, toys to entertain little one... I got my camera all ready, I need to grab an extra memory card, and batteries... Not sure if I should take the other camera, or my little one... ? Hmmmmm
I had a pain management class tonight, its really for before you have your first visit but none of the appointments fit for me till now... And they have some requirements when you start the program... I think I was the youngest person there... Everyone else was old... I found that I wanted to talk to people though... Betty was talking about the nerve blocks and stuff but she never had one so I put my two cents in on what my experience was and that I was really nervous but it wasnt that bad... I opened my mouth for a few other things, I dont know what was with me... Normally I am kinda quiet... I guess for the ones that havent had a nerve block before, I didnt want them to be as nervous as I was... There were a few people there that had them done all ready and no one shared anything till after I opened my mouth a few times, lol...
I kinda enjoyed my little time out, now that emma is eating cereal I didnt have to rush back right away, hubby could have fed her if she got fussy... She was good for him and was in the living room in front of the big screen tv... It was kinda funny, she was in her little cradle that goes back and forth in front of this really big tv and it had her attention... Till she heard my voice, then I couldnt leave the room without her getting upset... So we went and had some booba time...
My one cat, spaz my male is doing something weird and I dont know if its because he is hot or not feeling well but he is sleeping in the cat box... I couldnt get him out, its gross but i was laughing, here he is all curled up in the box, he is a big cat, using an old poopie as a pillow... Thank the goddess none of them had the runs recently... ewwwwwww
Ok now that I have grossed everyone out and shown my sick sense of humor... I am going to go...
Hugs to all and have a SAFE and HAPPY 4th
I had a pain management class tonight, its really for before you have your first visit but none of the appointments fit for me till now... And they have some requirements when you start the program... I think I was the youngest person there... Everyone else was old... I found that I wanted to talk to people though... Betty was talking about the nerve blocks and stuff but she never had one so I put my two cents in on what my experience was and that I was really nervous but it wasnt that bad... I opened my mouth for a few other things, I dont know what was with me... Normally I am kinda quiet... I guess for the ones that havent had a nerve block before, I didnt want them to be as nervous as I was... There were a few people there that had them done all ready and no one shared anything till after I opened my mouth a few times, lol...
I kinda enjoyed my little time out, now that emma is eating cereal I didnt have to rush back right away, hubby could have fed her if she got fussy... She was good for him and was in the living room in front of the big screen tv... It was kinda funny, she was in her little cradle that goes back and forth in front of this really big tv and it had her attention... Till she heard my voice, then I couldnt leave the room without her getting upset... So we went and had some booba time...
My one cat, spaz my male is doing something weird and I dont know if its because he is hot or not feeling well but he is sleeping in the cat box... I couldnt get him out, its gross but i was laughing, here he is all curled up in the box, he is a big cat, using an old poopie as a pillow... Thank the goddess none of them had the runs recently... ewwwwwww
Ok now that I have grossed everyone out and shown my sick sense of humor... I am going to go...
Hugs to all and have a SAFE and HAPPY 4th
Monday, July 02, 2007
Monday Rambles...
Took me awhile to get my butt in gear to go and do the things I needed to... I just didnt feel like getting up or out of bed... I tossed all night and woke with my back locked up... Sucked... I had to call my doc too I am still spotting and that is not normal for me... I told the receptionist to have the nurse call my cell phone since i had things i had to do... Never got a call but did have a message on my machine when i got home that the nurse would call me in the morning... What happened to the cell phone... ? My doc is also on vacation, so I just want to know what I should look for or if there is anything to worry about yet...
So we headed into town, had to pick up a script for me and Rhi needed her lead level test done... She did so good, didnt cry or anything, I tried to get her to look away from what the lady was doing and she kept looking around me so she could watch the tech squeeze her finger and fill the little vial... Funny how kids are... The only complaint she had was the bandaid she put on the end of her finger , she didnt like that... So that came off in the car...
We then dropped of my scripts and then headed over to kmart to look around and see if there was anything Rhi would like, we found some little tinkerbell dolls, she LOVES tinkerbell , when she watches a disney movie and she comes on she gets so excited, its really cute...
I also go a new book Safe Harbor by christine feehan, its the next sister in the drake family... Not sure when i will start reading it, i know once i start i wont want to put it down and i will finish it quickly... lol...
I did play around with some beads but I am not sure if I like it or not... I will have to play around with it, take a few pics see what happens...
So we headed into town, had to pick up a script for me and Rhi needed her lead level test done... She did so good, didnt cry or anything, I tried to get her to look away from what the lady was doing and she kept looking around me so she could watch the tech squeeze her finger and fill the little vial... Funny how kids are... The only complaint she had was the bandaid she put on the end of her finger , she didnt like that... So that came off in the car...
We then dropped of my scripts and then headed over to kmart to look around and see if there was anything Rhi would like, we found some little tinkerbell dolls, she LOVES tinkerbell , when she watches a disney movie and she comes on she gets so excited, its really cute...
I also go a new book Safe Harbor by christine feehan, its the next sister in the drake family... Not sure when i will start reading it, i know once i start i wont want to put it down and i will finish it quickly... lol...
I did play around with some beads but I am not sure if I like it or not... I will have to play around with it, take a few pics see what happens...
Sunday Chats...
Today was kind of a relaxing day... Playing with the kids, I still have a bindi on my forehead, Rhi had one too but she pulled it off after a few hours but she did good... She didnt like the temporary tattoo though, she said it hurt and it didnt go on very well... I think it was stuck in her little arm hairs so we took it off... She liked the bindi though, she would make me pick her up and then wanted to look in the mirror so she could see me and her and how we both had one on... It was cute...
I also got to chat with a few people today... I got to chat with Joy today, it was our first chat and I enjoyed it a lot... She makes lovely jewelry there is a link to her blog in my links take a look when you get a chance... I also got to chat with lani tonight, I enjoyed our chat as well...
Now I am relaxing, got one of my kitties hanging out with me, she has been very clingy last few days... Normally she wont lay close to my face, past few days she has... Not sure what is up with her... Well going to read some news and then try and go to bed early lol...
I also got to chat with a few people today... I got to chat with Joy today, it was our first chat and I enjoyed it a lot... She makes lovely jewelry there is a link to her blog in my links take a look when you get a chance... I also got to chat with lani tonight, I enjoyed our chat as well...
Now I am relaxing, got one of my kitties hanging out with me, she has been very clingy last few days... Normally she wont lay close to my face, past few days she has... Not sure what is up with her... Well going to read some news and then try and go to bed early lol...
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